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2005-03-26 @ 7:25 p.m. - model (poetry)

notes: (poetry) written while listening to marilyn manson's 'mechanical animals' cd, while parked next to the mississippi river in st cloud.

i can't get some of the parts right because of the goddamn html... the lines that say "fast waiting now" and "yes now i will" are supposed to have big gaps between the words, about three tabs worth, but tabs don't work here, so i'm sorry.but it looks okay this way

model

sliced to smile
slick and ready
clean new ready off the press
monster is a new suitor
leering and awake on the streets with a white face stretched and polished.
ready and pumped full of fresh acids
new as the inside of a pill or needle.
new is the fuel of his mechanism
fast waiting now
down the streets grinning
spit and polish
spit or swallow
now now now
smile, smile.
boy is beast boy is monster whore
boy is robot smiling.
boy is ready.
boy is stalking the world tonight, drugs and flash, spit and polish, spit or swallow, clean and ready now now now

to rip it open with his hands and make it clean as him.

insides red and white.
mannequin clean.
robot pretty. eyes open fingers as scalpels peel clean.
open the world
splay the streets
black as a table.
he walks
he smiles
robot pretty he knows the way.
his hands carve his smile freezes
his face is the white that says "yes, ready."
machine says "hello" isn't this the boy you asked for?
isn't this what you ordered white and smooth a porcelain to splatter
teardrop red or white?
a face to splatter and smear.
a face to break a monster saying yes
teeth clicking closed but mouth open soft and pink
yes yes yes
made for this. white won't disagree lips are made to smile
and the body follows you down the street after you've said goodbye
whether splattered or broken face is still white
smile still clicks silver
eyes shining saying one more time
saying yes now i will
spit and polish spit or swallow clean and ready one more time now now now
broken face and open mouth robot boy is pretty pretty and yours

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