2005-03-26 @ 7:25 p.m. - model (poetry) notes: (poetry) written while listening to marilyn manson's 'mechanical animals' cd, while parked next to the mississippi river in st cloud. i can't get some of the parts right because of the goddamn html... the lines that say "fast waiting now" and "yes now i will" are supposed to have big gaps between the words, about three tabs worth, but tabs don't work here, so i'm sorry.but it looks okay this way
model sliced to smile slick and ready clean new ready off the press monster is a new suitor leering and awake on the streets with a white face stretched and polished. ready and pumped full of fresh acids new as the inside of a pill or needle. new is the fuel of his mechanism fast waiting now down the streets grinning spit and polish spit or swallow now now now smile, smile. boy is beast boy is monster whore boy is robot smiling. boy is ready. boy is stalking the world tonight, drugs and flash, spit and polish, spit or swallow, clean and ready now now now to rip it open with his hands and make it clean as him. insides red and white. mannequin clean. robot pretty. eyes open fingers as scalpels peel clean. open the world splay the streets black as a table. he walks he smiles robot pretty he knows the way. his hands carve his smile freezes his face is the white that says "yes, ready." machine says "hello" isn't this the boy you asked for? isn't this what you ordered white and smooth a porcelain to splatter teardrop red or white? a face to splatter and smear. a face to break a monster saying yes teeth clicking closed but mouth open soft and pink yes yes yes made for this. white won't disagree lips are made to smile and the body follows you down the street after you've said goodbye whether splattered or broken face is still white smile still clicks silver eyes shining saying one more time saying yes now i will spit and polish spit or swallow clean and ready one more time now now now broken face and open mouth robot boy is pretty pretty and yours |